烟熏的阳光.

Sometimes has too many things need to think about which is really so good for me,to grow up,to be matrue and peaceful.when i saw the only guy i have ever love in my life till today.Sometimes girls are really so stupid.But it's different from those plots in the movies and shows.At least it is different to my understanding.

Now looking into his eyes I felt nothing,when i walking to him I felt nothing.It's not about disappearing,it's about paralyze.Maybe there's a certain capacity of tears for every man in each girl.I got numb now maybe plus a little bit hurt just make me feel bad about myself.And then i suppose this love is now officially completely end up.

I'm couldn'd help but wonder..Under the premise the love is ought to be mutual which is true in my opinion.How could someone feels the love if the other one doesn't? Because people are too good at pretending now? They are pretending their love?Don't get misunderstand babe,I'm not writing this because of anyone.

Never doubt on love.I'm not scared,i'm fearless.I know some guys will just be there for me.I know and I'm sure.
I know why i loved you so much,Because the way i feel when i was with you,because you were so right for me,we never argue everything is about warm and love,because you were there for me when i chose to give up.Let's take it easy,those reasons for me to love you,none of them is left,so logically I don't love you no more.Never should love any guy don't know how precious you are.I will not admit time and surroundings how effective they are.I don't have to.
We were two people in love.And now U don't love me,Me neither.So break up.

Whatever else is bullshit.
I know there's someone for me,I always kind of believe in fate.If we undergo this time.Maybe that's fate..

Being good to u?crying for you?
That's just fine. Those things doesn't kill u will make you so strong.At least I'm honest,Maybe i did something wrong,but so what?I don't need to explain anything now i realize.

Now listening a song making me so peaceful and warm.There's a chanllenge in front of me.Babe,SHOW TIME!

虽然每天在公交车上的日子很难熬
天气热得恼火了 太阳也不留点情面了
有时候车上的味道很难闻 胸都快贴到别人背上了
上了那么多天课了 和那姐姐两个天天一起 认不到其他的哪个
天天一起吃面 一起做笔记
想起来那 一两牛肉刀削面的味道还真的是让人流口水
加上一个凉糕吧甜腻入口 还有清爽解暑的绿豆冰沙
突然有点舍不得新东方的小日子
腻腻Q姐 都很可爱啊 让每天的学习生活都在哄堂大笑里面度过
好吧 以后空了会去那里小小缅怀 牛肉刀削面的味道的

25号就雅思了 一个机会 我会很努力的